11:25 a.m. - Monday, Dec. 26, 2005

the one with the guilt

sometimes you let people down and you wonder if things will ever be right again.. this time maybe the irreparable damage has been done and no amount of guilt and remorse will make up for the mistake that has been committed..thats how i feel right now

some people say im oversensitive.. some people say i think too much.. but i think its all justified.. all the disappointment in me is fully justified because when i look back and think and factor in all the factors and question all the questions and consider the many subtleties of the situation and its implications.. guilty as an ass..

i could think of many things in my defense but would there be a point? one left erases all rights in life.. and its time to start with a blank slate

like you said.. if you had let me down.. would there be anything you could possibly do?

there is nothing comparable i can think of to make it up to you.. but ill try

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