'Fear is an elegant cold-hearted whore
she leaves salt in my wounds
and she enjoys nothing more'

it isnt a question about who i am.. i know who i am.. sometimes its a question about whether i like who i am.. and i catch myself mid conversation asking myself this and not being able to answer with a decent and positive answer.. so if i dont like who i am.. the next question would be do others like who i am.. or to put it in a decent less caustic way.. do others accept me for who i am.. which is a rather lame question to ask at times.. but still it is asked.. there are some whom i have no doubt will leave me with something to hold on to and yet again there are those who raise more doubts than quell..

but this entry is disgusting annoyingly cloying and irksome and hence i shall not bother to write anymore.. yucks.. i disgust myself sometimes..

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