i have opened the pandora's box and entered into a world where danger lurks at every turn and every choice is another perilous step into the neverending cycle of human fallacy that plagues all of society at every degree.. but it something that has to be done

i have failed a friend.. let him down.. betrayed him even.. and its no ones fault but my own.. jumped along the bandwagon i did.. without sparing nary a thought for what that friend might be thinking if he even had an inkling of what was going on.. did i stand up for him? no i didnt.. what did i do? i just carried on my merry little way like nothing was wrong.. i missed the chance and i regret it.. but we always fail to stand up and be counted when it matters the most.. only when the dust has settled do we see the error of our actions and regret the missed opportunity to prove the tiny thread that holds people together.. friendship

i have not been a friend.. i was an enemy.. and i have failed and disappointed..

if i had another chance to make amends? would i take it? or brush it aside like everyone has been doing including myself.. i pray to myself that i know better now

many lessons have been learnt.. and i hope to take away some of them with me..

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