rushing on like a speeding train to alaska it hits me unexpectantly as the cold winter chill numbs my heart.. atuning every sensory function of the body to its innate inadequacy to be fulfilled.. i am scarcely prepared for this sensation.. refusing to acknowledge that my bones are freezing and soon my blood will turn to ice.. torn between 2 worlds of equal allure and trepidation i flounder aimlessly for a moment astride in midair.. a sickening feeling amassing in my gut from hanging in limbo for too long.. only god is my safe plateau in the icy glaciers of death

ask for a sign and signs will be given.. doubt clouds the boundless sky but i shall cling on to the frailest of hope because hope that god will make everything okay is all i have in the bleak winter wilderness.. it only takes a sentence.. a few whispered words that go direct to the matter without ever intending to.. to inspire the faith that is needed to immortalise simple beauty in its purest essence without evil.. to inspire patience in these dark times.. to inspire confidence to leave it in his hands

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