4:37 a.m. - Thursday, Feb. 10, 2005

of red rubies and blue sapphires

we are all fragile creatures living in a delicate world where the balance of things lies in words unspoken and actions outspoken.. sometimes we find equilibrum sometimes we dont but at the end of the day it is the understanding and patience of others that reins everything in nicely such that the puzzle fits.. they are rare gems that uncover themselves to find that they are ugly in the eyes of the world but in the eyes of an astute collector.. they are but the most precious distilled form of ecstasy and jubilation

im back from china.. as some if not most would already know.. it wasnt too bad.. nice scenery and all.. but i have to say the toilets in china are still quite shady sometimes.. they are always tucked away at the back with little if any lighting.. with grimy piss stained floors.. the feeling you get while shitting in one of these sleazy outfits is akin to shitting in the jungle alone in the middle of nowhere.. praying that no evil spirits are lurking around waiting to prey on your exposed ass..

anyway i went to hongkong after china and i officially became a VIP of laosmiddle bags.. thats right.. i went berserk and just decided to grab everything nice i saw so i neednt worry the next time i come again.. finally decided on what cologne to get.. vera wang for men.. go smell it and tell me if its a good choice.. i really like it.. plus not many people wear it..

yet another sad song for you to walow in self pity.. this one's called 'we can't be friends' and does not in anyway apply to any of you..

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