seeing through ally's world
an unfinished thought from a conversation..
how often do we stop to think about our lives? not maybe as a whole but the way we view our lives and analyse it.. whether it be through our warped metaphorical allusions or vivid imagination ala ally mcveal or as an outsider viewing you in perspective..
i personally like to analyze and try to figure out what the other person is thinking.. whoever it is i'm interacting with.. it may not neccesarily be accurate and my imagination does take me to far off places sometimes but it passes the time.. no wait.. that makes me sound like some kind of wierdo.. its actually less harmful than it sounds.. so dont be cautious around me please.. it doesnt make a difference.. okay just totally disregard what im saying you didnt hear that from me..
anyway i find it depressing sometimes when people dont stop to notice the finer things in life.. they fail to observe the little nuances that go into every action and decision that people make.. sometimes its inconsequential but sometimes it leads to misunderstanding and conflict of interests.. and this is not just limited to social interaction.. some people fail even to examine personal choices.. why they do what they do.. they just do it..sans the nike mentality.. which means to say nike is pretty sucessful in its advertising campaigning for so many people to be brainwashed like they are. where's the logical though process here? or even the illogical thought process? a warped mind is far far more attractive than a hollow empty mindless mind.. and i find it unbelievable that i have encountered some friends who do things for no apparent rhyme or reason.. or maybe its because their motives are far too embarrassing to be revealed.. whatever the case it is a national travesty that thoughts are lost everyday in the ocean of our mind's universe..
and to someone who is reading this at work and not putting her time into something productive.. i have some news that would probably make your day.. i forgot to tell you this just now but i just secured a logitech webcam for you..
now have fun analyzing and breaking down the myriad of possibilites you can have with your new toy through that wierd strangely affecting mind of yours!

