drowning in distortion drenched guitars from gish now by the smashing pumpkins.. rediscovering my love for goth rock epics back in the good ol days of alternative rock before pop took over.. i feel angsty and wierd.. there always seems to be a dark cloud hanging over me lately.. i love the shade.. gives me more excuses to wallow in self exacting pity and misery.. but i know i shouldnt be doing this because there are actually people who are genuinely depressed and miserable and wishing for all the world that they didnt feel the way they did

old friends are like an old uncompleted jigsaw puzzle.. tucked away to be completed at a later date.. and unfinished picture that was meant to be continued.. do we choose to give up and dismantle the puzzle? deeming it to be unworthy of our effort to complete.. or do we perservere on despite the seemingly unfavorable odds.. knowing that once the difficulties of recognizing what it was you intended to build in the first place back then when you were still aquainted have been traversed.. the rewards can only be that much more fulfilling..

i always had a thing for completing jigsaw puzzles..

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