the end is near.. the forums are dying.. my source of free music is fading into oblivion and i am so distraught i have no mood to download much less burn any cds.. because come jan 5 when the forums move to a new site.. i may actually have to do the unthinkable.. start buying original cds again!! i think roughly 1 terabyte of music has passed through my cables and my cd count has surpassed 300.. i can only reminisce the days gone past where music was free..

UNLESS.. i get an invite to the new site.. i am praying that i will get it.. PLEASE for the love of good music let me get into the new forum site.. otherwise i will shrivel up and die because i will stop eating for 40 days and 40 nights..

i have become a drifter.. belonging to no one but the confinements of my fine domain.. in which i live and breath my existence.. waiting for the days to languish past.. occasionally engaging in the random meeting of random people in no random order.. asking for none and receiving nothing.. a hermit living in his shell where the silent echoes of the sea reverberate among the walls of his cave.. patiently realising that everyone around him has changed.. not that he remains the same.. for he has changed but just not together with the rest.. his destiny and fate no longer entwined between the vines of those who once grew on the same wall of life.. he doesnt mind because i dont mind.. the abilty to relate does not denote the extent of emotional bonds.. and he is happy living out his days in a cave where the sun doeth shine and the birds singeth forth the lullabies of better days gone past..

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